[fall]out boy.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

today is not a good day for me =(

firstly, Accounting CA, did quite badly.. my A grade gone le..
after that, fall sick... dunno wth happen la...
feeling giddy and headache...

after that, tingz, suvin, pearl and i went to cine to have our lunch at shoduko..
well, i din eat cos no appettite
ting, suvin n pearl eat instead... can tell that they dun like to eat..haha
so that will b our last time eating their pasta i guess..
pasta mania is much more better eh?? mayb next outing ba?

after tat catch movie.. the show was not too bad..funny though..
wedding daze =)
sexual humore haha.. i tink it's quite worth watching??

despite my sickness, i tried to tahan until the show end cos relly very head pain..
need to rest on bed..
well, next outing let's go K ...
i wun get sick le =D

jus visited the clinic... doctor prescribe medicine..
now feeling much better le.. and i've got MC for tml..
so tink wun b going skool until i have fully recovered..

well, tink tat's the end of my post le ba.. =)
will blog again ...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Today went skool as per usual...
accounting lesson first.. did a mock test and i did balance the BS.. xD
hmm.. can i say i m prepared for the coming CA??
i hope so =)

after tat was costing lesson... somehw dun seems to understand it..
but nevertheless will try my best to concentrate so tat time will pass faster..

after break is tax lesson...only a handful of pple turn up...
well, Ms Chan continue to teach despite the poor attendance..
she did release the result on the CA... was happy wif my result..
suvin and i scored 100 marks for it.. the two top people in the class..
but ting did not too bad.. =)
first time in my ITE i get full marks.. hehe.. will workk super hard for better grade..

guess there r alot of restless pple around creating such a din...
sometimes i relly wonder... hw old r they already?? still so immature??
or childish as ever??
jus making unnecessary NOISE and stupid comment..
making alot of pple piss wif them... wad to do?? they still haven grow up...
anyway, jus bare wif it for awhile more and everything will b OVER...
can't wait for the day to come..

thurs is accounting CA le..let's alll jia you my bestie..
get GOOD grades eh.. hehe

Friday, July 18, 2008

hmmm..haven been blogging for quite some time le.. so now shall give an overview ba..

School Life:
Stressful?? i guess so... whenever i tink of school, the first word it came across my mind is stress.
after a long journey, left few more months b4 i graduate from ITE.
hmmm..feel kinda happy for it cos i wound'nt be 'labelled' from public.. which is a good feeling..
so far, did kinda well for all my examinations. All the previous common test result is not too bad..
now the last common test is on next thurs, which is advance accounting I.

After tat, examination is coming on end aug or early sep.. relly feel kinda stress abt it..
CAT paper 5 result will reveal on 18 August... i relly doubt i will pass but i relly relly relly hope for a MIRACLE... if this paper fail, mayb i will not continue for the rest of the papers le..
cos lost the motivation to do so ba.. though Chan did mention that the demand of accountant is still large, i wonder hw many ladders i needa climb b4 reaching my peak..
is it all worth it in the end? i relly hope so.. have been poning skool for a while i guess.. but i will not make it a habit ba.. cos relly feel sick =( ... anyway, my bestie and i will work hard towards the same goal and get good results.. we'll always motivate each other..

Modules are all getting tougher and more complex.. relly hard to comprehend wad lecturer is teaching.. Guess tat's all i have to grumble on abt skool life ba.. hopefully i will graduate wif a good GPA and pass all my CAT paper... relly hope so..

Hi , Bye fren VS Friends:
In this world, it's relly alot different kind of pple... be it good or bad..
some frenz i encounter r jus meant for hi bye fren cos we jus simply dun click..
well, for some kind once talk will talk non-stop and will care for each other..( this is wad true fren is all abt ).

guess as days passes, i m starting to see more n more different kinda pple..
meaning: hypocrite, two headed SNAKE, attention seeker and of cos, back stabber..
i m so FUKING sick of them.. seeing such pple relly make me wanna PUKE...
pls dun act a innocent and fragile to others la...gain sympathy only...
if u so wan attention so much, go be some kinda 'STAR'.. perhaps u will b noticed.. PERHAPS only ah.. it might turn another way round.. depend on WHO the person is...
i m soooo blessed that i have two very very very close fren =)
we study tgth, work tgth, laugh tgth... so much memories though we seldom come out..
but memories will b always etch in my heart..

BAD fren r meant to b dump aside.. for example: ... ... .... ... ... .... ... ... ....
u know who u r la..dun wanna dirty my blog by PUTTING ur FKN name here...
DAM DULAN.... well, u can hate me too.. i dun mind.. cos to me, u have NEVER once leave ur footprint in my heart... Cos u r NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF FKN SHYT...

some frenz i relly miss very much... though we seldom see each other, u will always b remembered.. but somehw i feel that our frenship is begining to fade a little.. jus a little... i dunno y is tis so... but as fren, when u r happy wif ur present company, i will feel happy for u too..back to the days where we spend most of our times tgth but... time will never go back to wad it is b4 le.. we all have to continue walking down the road.. but once again, sweet memories will b kept with me.. sorry that i might be very bz and not meeting cos i relly have a pack schedule..
SORRY to my frenz if i ever neglect u or even making u disappointe u..

Working:
Will be working almost every week end to make sure have enuff funds for my CAT course and also school fees etc.. personal expenditures are oso quite a sum le but i dun like the feeling of taking $ from parent le.. cos i have already grown up, can support myself..

Myself:
hmmm.. i realise that my blog is always so emo de hor?? well, tat's because i have many problems inside me which i dun wanna blog abt it here..it's personal to me...
so i will put on a brave front in front of u all and be as happy as a lark cos u all r worth for that smile on my face but sometimes deeeep down, i m feeling very terrible...
if u r close to me, u can sense it even though i m trying to act happy wif those lame jokes making everyone laugh and tat makes me unique from others i guess.. i wan pple ard me to b happy and cheerful cos i dun like gloomy faces =)

i guess everyone have their different kind of opinion on me.. some FUKKING hate me, some SOOO in love wif me, some admire me but well, but honestly speaking, if u r my true n real fren then u must be so lucky to have known me...and i m serious abt wad i m saying and i m not being thick skin to claim myself to b so good... and it's very lucky for me to b able to clickk to u =)
hahaha..

Hmmm... i have a qn to ask alll of u..
Do u tink i look emo to u??
Do u tink i have high pride in myself??
Do u tink i m one who cannot accept failure??

cos some of my frenz told me that which relly left me pondering over it..
haha..anyways, jus a very random question...

it's coming 4yr to ur anniversary..my heart still long for you... wishing to see u but...
the once happy go lucky ken is changing to a more serious person..
can i say so?? cos i relly feel the drastic change in myself... hehe..
the pain of losing my love ones will never b forgotten..
though we didn't spend quality time tgth, but everyday, everynite, i will b missing u..
i relly hope that u r reading my blog now and know how i relly miss u =(
well, we'll meet in our next life again and i wanna b related to u once again cos i have never regret it from the begining...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

i dunno hw shld i go abt certain things...
pple..pls dun get mistaken abt me can?? pls dun assume...
even though u r close to me, u still doesn't know wad situation i m in..
sorry...i'm emoing..
jus sad n disappointed...